Searching for Happiness

I have many questions in my mind

But there is no one to answer me;
No one tries to answer me.
How about you? Are you willing to help?
Ohhh... There are just many why's and what's...

Why do I feel like this, so lonely?
I have many acquaintances, yet, I'm so lonely;
I just wanted to be happy
But why is it I can't feel the way I wanted to be?

Why am I alone?
Why do everybody had left me
Or maybe in the other way around?
What forced me to be parted with them?

I'm just wondering if they cared for me
Because if they do so,
Why didn't they get me out from this darkness?
Didn't they realize that I also have feelings?
That I also get hurt and become sad?

What if I didn't leave?
What my life would be?
Will I became happy?
Will I not feel so lonely?

Ahhh... Everything is nonsense
Although I still have a lot of questions
I won't pursue this anymore
Even you couldn't help me right?

All I wanted in this moment is to know who could answer me
Who? Who among you could answer my questions?
No one. No one answers me.
No one is with me. Yeah, I'm all alone in my darkness...

But you know what?
I believe that all of these questions will vanish
And light will shower upon me, if I only find,
If I only find the happiness I'm searching for...