How I Wish

I was on a vacation when I first saw him
He was so cute and gentle
And is the reason why I'd fallin for him
I want to know him, but I was not given a chance...

I was so sad when the time came,
I have to left without knowing him;
Day and night passed,
I can't sleep without him on my dream.

One night, I opened my eyes
So sweet and romantic, we're dancing
He's about to tell me his name
When... Ringgg..Ringgg...
My alarmclock ring.

Ohh! It's a dream again
I wanted to know him
But the time passed
I accepted that he's gone...

But alas! The time came, I saw him;
I met him on an indifferent situation
Now, he had someone,
Someone to love, someone to lean on...

My feelings had grown once more
But what should I do,
Knowing that his someone is a friend of mine
Ohh! My heart wanted to burst!!

He learned about my feelings
So secretly, he courted me
I answered yes...
We became one...

But my friend learned about our relation
He have to choose
And of course, he chose my best pal
My heart was broken.

How fool, I am to hope for his love
How stupid I am to destroy the trust of my pal
I hated myself;
Two important persons in my life left me...

I have regreted of what I've done
I'm wishing that I could bring back time
How I wish that everything would be fine
But I know it won't,
Damage has already been done...

Though, I'm still hoping;
I'm still wishing...
"How I wish... How I wish..."
Is the only thing I could say...